Thursday, October 15, 2009

Darn it

Gosh darn it all! The cleaning part of my brain won:( The napping part gave a very valiant effort! Napping almost won over by baiting me into bed for 20 minutes, but the cleaning part wouldn't shut up about everything I needed to do:( Boo on you cleaning part of my brain! 

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

apartment sale

Tonight Josh and I are having a sale in our apartment to sell all of the things that we have accumulated over the past 6-7 months and some things we brought with us but don't need anymore. We're going to have to have 2 sales. One will be tonight like I mentioned and then we will have another one a couple of days before we leave and then we will sell food and things that we don't want to bring back with us but we will need the next two weeks. 


I'm kind of excited to get rid of a lot of our stuff. It's one of the first steps in heading home! I'm a little apprehensive about tonight though because we need to set up all of the stuff for people to see... but that also means that it will all be within Gabriel's reach and that usually means disaster. So while I have to keep up with people asking me questions and shopping I also have to keep up with Gabriel not tearing everything apart. Oh dear! I'm thinking of putting him in his high chair with some finger food, maybe that will occupy him for awhile.

The problem with having a sale tonight... well, I'm tired. LOL! I just can't get myself moving today. Today is cold, one of those days that I want to lay on the couch and watch a movie with a blanket and have a nice cup of hot chocolate to keep my company. Maybe even take a nap and eat popcorn too! I'm also losing my voice because it's so dry in our apartment with the heaters on that I never feel like I can quench my thirst which resulted in an extremely sore throat and the loss of my voice. So lay around is what I would most like to do today. But no, I must clean, clean and organize and clean and organize and set up and clean and organize and make dinner at some point and clean some more. Too bad I haven't done any of that yet:) Hmmm... the nap part of my brain might win the argument it's having with the clean part of my brain... at least, that is who I want to win:)

Monday, October 12, 2009

News!!!

Well, we have some news! And no, I'm not pregnant:) lol! You thought you guessed it didn't you? But nope, that wasn't it! What is our news... Gabriel got a new car seat!!!! Oh, that's not exciting? Darn. 


Well, maybe it'll be exciting if I actually told you that he needs a new car seat because they are required back in America and we don't have one big enough for him. What's that? I didn't tell you we were coming back to America?!?! Oops. My bad. I guess I will tell you now then.

So, yes, that's right, we are coming home!!! YES!!!! When may this happen I hear you asking, well the 30th of October is when! We just bought our plane tickets today! We land around 6PM and change planes twice and have like a 17 hour trip not including the car rides and bus rides and ... you don't want all the details? Sorry again:)

Why are we coming home? Well, if you have been following my blog for awhile you probably already know that things at the school Josh works at are not exactly pleasant. Rather miserable actually. They were threatening not to pay us, telling us this place might close, lying to us about numerous things, telling us to go find jobs elsewhere ect. It has been rather crazy. That is not the whole reason we are leaving though. Josh and I could live here for another 6 (5 by the time we leave) months and deal with it, but we really don't feel like we are supposed to. We feel like God keeps telling us to go home.

Gods directions don't always make sense to be completely honest. Like when he told us to come here, that didn't make sense. When he told us to give almost half of our money away one time, that didn't make sense. When he told us to go to Japan, that didn't make sense. Now, God is telling us to go back home and though it doesn't make complete sense, we are following his direction because he has always blessed us and taken care of us before when we follow him.

Josh doesn't have a job back in Minnesota yet, but there is a job that sounds very promising. It's a job down by the Iowa border (but still in MN) and it's working in a plant. Josh had a phone interview with them and they loved him! They want him to come in for a one on one interview shortly after we get back and take a tour of the plant. We are very excited and we are praying that if this is the job that God has lined up for Josh that all the doors will be opened and he will get it without any problem. 

For the first couple of weeks or until Josh gets a job and we can get an apartment, we will be living at my parents home up by Duluth. We are very thankful to my parents for letting us into their home while we sort things out. 

I know that we will be very tired the first few days, or weeks! lol! But we would love to see everybody when we get back! Things with Gabriel and jet lag may make things a little difficult, so I'm sure there will be times when only Josh will go meet people and I will stay home with Gabriel or we might ask people to come to us instead of going to them and so on and so forth. But either way, we are still looking forward to seeing absolutely everybody and we are so excited about this new direction that God is giving us!

This is also why I haven't been blogging that much lately, because it's hard not to blog about the big things that are happening in your life! We have known we were going to do this for a little over a week now. We felt like God has been wanting us to do this for about a month or more now so one day I sat down and crunched all the numbers and gave the list to Josh so he had all the facts and told him that I completely trusted whatever decision he made. I told him how I felt about everything and he decided to go in the direction we have felt God wanted us to go and there you go. We just didn't want to tell everybody (well, almost everybody) until it was final and we had the plane tickets. 

So yes, we are very very excited! Even Gabriel is excited even though he can't say it:) If you would like to pray for us that would totally awesome. There are a few things you could pray for...
*The school has been rather miserable to us ever since we told them that we are leaving. They took away Josh's remaining vacation and won't let him have it, lying to us about more things, and kind of being a royal pain in the ... anyway! So Josh has a hard time going to work most mornings because of it, he just can't stand all the lies. 
*Also, we are trying to get Josh into the dentist before we leave so that he can get his wisdom teeth pulled. It would only cost us about $50 to get them pulled here and in the States it would cost much, much MUCH more, as in thousands of $$$$. He needs to get it done very badly so we're praying that something opens up where he can get in before we leave. 
*Also, because the school took his vacation away we're not sure how we're going to get the days off in order to go to the dentist... maybe call in sick if it comes to that but Josh doesn't like to do that. 
*If you could pray that Josh would be able to either get the job that he has an interview for or another job lines up that would be great. 
*And lastly, pray that everything would just go smoothly from now until we leave this place and everything will just fall into place. 


Sunday, October 11, 2009

Wild Horses

Ooooh

I feel these four walls closing in
Face up against the glass
I'm looking out, hmmm
Is this my life I'm wondering
It happened so fast
How do I turn this thing around
Is this the bed I chose to make
It's greener pastures I'm thinking about
Hmm, wide open spaces far away

All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear but not feel scared

Ooh, wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind, I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love like I'm longing to
I wanna run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horses, oh

Yeah, oh oh, ye-yeah

I see the girl I wanna be
Riding bare-back, care-free
Along the shore
If only that someone was me
Jumping head-first, head-long
Without a thought
To act and damn the consequence
How I wish it could be that easy
But fear surrounds me like a fence
I wanna break free

All I want is the wind in my hair
To face the fear, but not feel scared

Oooh, wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind, I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love like I'm longing to
I wanna run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horses, oh

I wanna run too
Oooh oh oh oh
Recklessly emboundening myself before you
I wanna open up my heart
Tell him how I feel, ooh ooh

Oooh, wild horses I wanna be like you
Throwing caution to the wind, I'll run free too
Wish I could recklessly love like I'm longing to
I wanna run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horses
Run with the wild horses

Ooh ooooh ooh ooh ye-yeah yeah oohh
I wanna run with the wild horses, ooooh


-by Natasha Bedingfield

Friday, October 9, 2009

workin' hard

We put Gabriel to work early ;) Got to get him working on those chores you know =D